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I'm sure you all were very concerned but I'm back on here. i finally got around to fixing my laptop and once my new drawing tablet gets here (Tomorrow) I'll have something new to post!
Oct 17, 2017
:iconnickthesatanist:NickTheSatanist has changed their username (formerly Nick-Nom99)
Human?
No. Not even close. Deserving? No. Smart? No.

Worthless? Yes. Lost? Completely. Empty? Always. 

There are times, brief moments, when I feel whole, but they're gone in an instant. 

It's not the memories of my childhood, thoughts of lost family. It's just a feeling. 

It takes my hand, tells me I'm all these things. Worthless, Lost, Empty.

It's comforting, in a way. A warm feeling of emptiness and self-hate.

Like a blanket of sorrow. It pulls me down and I let it.

It should. Pull me all the way down.

But I have them.

And though She tells me I should go, I stay.

Because he says he wants me here. And who am I to argue?

He's a god. I'm a pathetic heathen compared to him.

With him I feel human, like I belong.

I should go, but instead I stay.


 
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PastelHeartz Featured By Owner May 20, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Aww. Your art is so cute! Wanna be friend?
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ryulil Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your arts super cute omg?? I love it!!
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NickTheSatanist Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much ^u^
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ryulil Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ofc!!
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Outlaw-the-Deviant Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
thanks for the fave
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dirkygoodness Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the faves!!
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koalanh Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017
Thank you for the watch. Your art is amazing! Hope to see more from you :)
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NickTheSatanist Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you ^u^
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FineThingsInLife Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017
Thanks a ton for the watch!! 
it means a ton to me Q u Q 
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NickTheSatanist Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's no problem. I found your tutorials on youtube and it's helped me a lot. Thank you ^u^
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