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I'm sure you all were very concerned but I'm back on here. i finally got around to fixing my laptop and once my new drawing tablet gets here (Tomorrow) I'll have something new to post!
Oct 17, 2017
:iconnickthesatanist:NickTheSatanist has changed their username (formerly Nick-Nom99)
No. Not even close. Deserving? No. Smart? No.

Worthless? Yes. Lost? Completely. Empty? Always. 

There are times, brief moments, when I feel whole, but they're gone in an instant. 

It's not the memories of my childhood, thoughts of lost family. It's just a feeling. 

It takes my hand, tells me I'm all these things. Worthless, Lost, Empty.

It's comforting, in a way. A warm feeling of emptiness and self-hate.

Like a blanket of sorrow. It pulls me down and I let it.

It should. Pull me all the way down.

But I have them.

And though She tells me I should go, I stay.

Because he says he wants me here. And who am I to argue?

He's a god. I'm a pathetic heathen compared to him.

With him I feel human, like I belong.

I should go, but instead I stay.



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PastelHeartz Featured By Owner May 20, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Aww. Your art is so cute! Wanna be friend?
ryulil Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your arts super cute omg?? I love it!!
NickTheSatanist Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much ^u^
ryulil Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Outlaw-the-Deviant Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
thanks for the fave
dirkygoodness Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the faves!!
koalanh Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017
Thank you for the watch. Your art is amazing! Hope to see more from you :)
NickTheSatanist Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you ^u^
FineThingsInLife Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017
Thanks a ton for the watch!! 
it means a ton to me Q u Q 
NickTheSatanist Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's no problem. I found your tutorials on youtube and it's helped me a lot. Thank you ^u^
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